Alcohol death

I sit by my window
and remember that night
when my life was changed
and i start to cry

i miss him so much
my boyfriend of three years
he left me alone
to drown in my tears

why didn't he think
of the effect this would have
on everyone else
who want to go back

back to that party
so that when he felt ill
we could have gotten him help
so he'd be here still

that wouldn't have been our last kiss
and we wouldn't have played those dumb games
he'd be next to me now
and nothing would have changed

we wouldn't have laughed when he drank
and then put him to bed
and found him in the morning
no longer sick...but dead....

*please vote and comment. this is a true story. he died of alcohol poisoning at a party at his own house. thats what happens when ya drink to much*