Inside ©

Inside I am crying
deep inside I break
I want to cut myself
and make it deep

I don't want to live
through this emotional pain
I want to be able to smile
seeing his face

why cant I smile
whenever I see him
instead I cry
thinking its gonna end

No one can see how happy I am
and no one tries to see
that without him I'm nothing
and I can't breath

So I sit and practice with my blade
exactly where I'm gonna cut
but when I think of him
I set it down and cry

He is my world
and my reason to smile
my reason to live
the reason for my tears

thinking about us not together
only make these tears
I thought I was so lucky
but with out I'm alone