So many times

So many times I've wanted to cry,So many times I've wanted to die,So many times Ive wanted to hold a knife to my wrist,So many times Ive wanted to drive off a cliff,So many times Ive loved u but you've always loved someone else
I've always held in my tears,I've always dropped the knife,Ive always stopped at the edge,I've always loved u and will till the end.
F**K LIFE!people make it so much worse than it already is when they don't even know the shit you already have to go through