The secret

As i stand
with the knife in my hand
you scream at me to stop
i feel myself let go
and hear the knife drop

i look at you try
with tears in your eyes
to make me see
but you dont know its the only way
to take control for me

i watch you look
at the blood i took
from my own heart
but you don't know
that i'm about to fall apart

no one knew
and the pain just grew
but you're all i have left
and i see your pain
when you learn the secret i kept

now you see the demons insed
i cannot put them aside
and as i begin to cry
you finally realize
i just want to die

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