Pain and fears

My soul is filled with so much pain
my eyes are filled with tears

there's so much pain
so much hurt
it's hard to ignore

you caused me nothing but pain
I'm so messed up
i don't know what Ta do

i think you
but still i love you
when i still hear your name
i start to feel so much pain

i have told you i loved you
then again you cause me pain
i hurt when your near
my heart still aches

a million sorry's could do no justice
nor could my tears
i live my in my shadow
cause you are my only fears