Three more steps till reality
sounds more like eternity
for a long time I've been hurt internally
keeping this up will only result in insanity.
two more steps till reality.
oh what a joy, its finally here
maybe things isn't how it was.
thinking of how cruel life used to be.
remembered you were never there for me
one more step till reality
had a quote to share with all
with you in the center of it all
hopes that it will turn out well
zero replies received when reality came
nothing turned out the way i imagined it to be
its still bitter cold and its still mean to me.
ended up wishing its still a dream
with confirmation that its true
sounds like it wasn't that bad and it couldn't get any worst
you showed me that i wasn't worth the time.
you convinced me that it wasn't to be
filled with anger and hate
a swift move everyone is against you
what is this all about?
hatred fills my mind from now till eternity
hopes of bad things happening to me internally
are you aroused by so much bitterness and coldness ?
