Mental Breakdown

Caught in a state of paranoia, I find myself alone. Pinned against the wall in a jacket of tied sleeves shown.

Theres a section of light that peers through the shades. They are but hallucinations which appear and then fade.

The emotions that run through me are out of control. this jacket i wear is the only safety I have in this hole.

I sit here alone in the dark by myself. While the thoughts run through my mind without help.

Soundlessly i wait in torment as the days go by. I wait for that moment of when I say goodbye.

To this cruel world which has no help for me. I sit here alone in a dark fantasy.

This room I dare lurk shows the meaning of pain. For the mentally retarded and the ones that aren't sane.

To me its the room of hellish demise. The room of torture and pain in an earthly disguise.

It brings many images of memories passed. I never use to be like this but i guess it wouldn't last.

I now find myself in this room all alone. I return to the darkness where my jacket still shown.

Helplessly staring into mindless dark space. I die from such torment, at last the pain is erased.