Forget my life; leave me alone,
I don’t want to be here, Just want to go home,
Why can’t you see that you are causing this confusion?
With all of your lies, and the illusion,
When you hurt me, why did you run?
I thought you enjoyed it, thought it was fun,
When you hit me, I felt nothing but blood rush to my head,
Oh how I wanted to kill you, wished you were dead,
But I was a child, of only nine or ten,
I didn’t have the will to fight back by then,
Now I want to do nothing, but hate you with my entire soul,
Thanks for playing the daddy role,
You weren’t my daddy; you never even tried,
You hit me and laughed when I curled up and cried,
Why did you hate me, I was an innocent child,
But you had to make me live in hell for a while,
Stand me in the corner; squish the wall into my face,
That fear in me was no mistake,
The next time your fist comes flying back,
Your skull will be the next to crack.
This poems is about my mom\'s abusive ex who beat me for like 11 years...
