Clip in the paper

This is one time i wish
I had nothing to say
That everything could stay the same
And not change in any way

My tears smear the ink
On the paper upon the table
I would have saved you Amber
If only I was able

My mother reads aloud
The words no one wants to hear
This is everything I didn't know
Is my greatest fear

Amber,how could you
My mom told you not to go
But you wouldn't listen
But I love you,even so

My mom continues reading
Even though i tell her stop
She reads about your murder
And I begin to sob

Amber you were beautiful
I Always looked up to you
And someday,when I'm older
I hope to be like you