Life?

Silent nights
no more screaming
pale white wrists
keep on dreaming

fluffy clouds of
cotton candy
dreamy rainbows
isn't life just dandy?
no

because life isn't pony's
and little pink frills
it isn't full of wonderful things
warmed by fires, no more chills

wishes of wonder
giggles of joy..
pink dolls and baby's
a little train toy

life is a wreck
hell in itself
first are the needy
then there is wealth

more are the dying
less could care
more is the sorrow
less wont even dare

cuz feelings are useless
they need to be chained
they shouldn't come out
they have to be tamed

you cant let them out
society says so
cant let anyone hear
no one should know

and so we keep living
ignoring the truth
everyone's feelings
just another lost goose

soon they will pay
for their snobby ways
they will be the one's to wonder
if they will live another day

and as i sit here a type
i have to ask why
why do we do this ?
why do we lie?

are we scared to admit
admit that life isn't great?
scared to take a challenge
to much to carry the weight

so we sit here and rot
just wanting to hide
all this disaster
spreading world wide

silent nights
no more screaming
pale white wrists
keep on dreaming....