I feel a tingle in my fingers
That flows to my feet
I don’t know what it is
Or what it means
All I do know is that its there
And doesn’t go a way
It chilling and cold
And seems part of me
I know its not love or hate
Because even though it’s cold
It’s warm all in the same
Maybe it’s the feeling of having truly lived
Or even to have died
It feels like my best friend
God bless her soul
And it feels like the despise of my parents when the yell
It seems to drive me even when I want to die
It’s like every emotion gathered together then fallen apart
Or a hole in the heart from loss
I haven’t had it for long
But still it’s to long and short
Now I know I'm going through some confusing times
But that all comes with being a teenager
Don’t know why its there
And wont leave but it seems
It’s my friend and worst enemy
I guess maybe it’s just something inside me
