I'm so scared
I feel so alone
Depression, saddness the only feeling I feel
You say our relationships so perfect
Yet I feel so insecure
Scared to lose you
Can our relationship withstand 6 weeks of separation?
God, I pray it can
You're the only good thing in my life
The one that kept me alive
I don't know how I'd live without you
Boy, I'd rather die than feel the way I'm feeling
How did I know I'd feel like this
I'm depressed, I know I am
But I was getting better
I know I was
I acctually felt happy for more than 5 minutes
You made me feel special
Made me feel like someone loved me and someone cared
But now once again I feel alone
The pain I thought had gone is now stronger than ever
I need to somehow let it go
Should I cut?
Should I scream?
I'll just lock myself away from the world
Keep myself separated
Then I won't have to see the happy couples
I won't wish you were there
Wait, I will always wish you to be there
But the fact you're not won't hurt as much
I need you so badly
They'll make me leave my bed
They'll make me talk to people
Associate with them
I just want to cry and let my feelings out
But I'll keep them bottled up inside
Cutting them free when things get to tough
I'm not sure when that'll be
It depends
Maybe when I do, I'll cut too deep
Then I'll finally end it for good
We'll be forever separated
But boy, If I left I watch over you, every second
Baby, you'll always be in my heart
