I Bet

I thought we would be forever
Best friends until the end
But I guess I was just dreaming
Cause my heart you left to mend
Was I never good enough for you?
I bet that you thought I wasn't
We used to do everything together
All thats come to an end
I wish good things would last
I wish I didn't have to continuously feel this pain
I want to be happy
I want to leave it behind
But you left a hole in my heart
A hole no one can fill
I bet you're happy now
Happy with all your new friends
The ones you left me for
The ones that are so much better than me
I bet you didn't know I cut to heal this pain
I bet you don't know a single thing about me anymore
I bet you don't care either
Why'd you leave me so alone?
A friend I thought I could always trust
I guess it was all a lie
I guess It'll never be the same
I'm sorry
It's been 3 months and I still feel the pain
I hate to see you happy
It drives me insane
I'm not happy
So why should you be?
Cause I meant nothing to you did I?
Nothing at all
I bet all this is true
I hate you for what you've done
Yet love you with all my heart
I need you
I guess you don't need me...

**This is REALLY bad, it took about 5 minutes to write cause I just felt depressed about loosing my friend...I can't write well when I feel like this...**