Taking life…
Waiting,
Hoping,
Praying that it’ll disappear.
Hoping that life will change.
I wish that things could be different
So that I don’t do stupid shit.
Doing what I always have prayed to do.
Just take the life
That I wished I didn’t have.
To take the one thing that should not be there.
It’s worthless and confusing,
The hate for every living thing,
Wanting to cry as you put me to death,
It’s your fault that I’m like this,
I can’t believe that you treated me like that,
It’s hard to try and forget,
The words you said,
Before this all ended,
Were that last things on my mind,
I grabbed the knife,
And lay there in the bathroom,
Praying to God that he will let me live,
I was pushed too far
Now the only thing that stand in my way,
Is the love I have for you,
I slit the wrists with all the scars,
The tears falling down my face,
As I gently fall into the
Peacefulness
Of my own life,
I hear the last things in my mind,
The words he said to me,
“I’ll love you forever,
but I can’t love you now!!!â€
