Depressed

Protective parents
people say are great
but why do they take
everything away except my faith

i feel as though
i am no longer free
in my mothers eyes
i know I'm a screw up is what she sees

depression has taken over
my body and mind
losing weight, always crying
my heart i can longer find

god please answer my
prayers i say all day
all i want is my old
life back and everything to be OK

it seems as though
my only friend is me
i sit all day and night
just speaking to me

how do i fix this
what can i do
god hasn't talked back
i feel like such a fool