My poem
will be incomplete
with the ideas of
a complex teenager
that has
not seen the most
of this world...
but for the teenagers
of this world
that fall into the spell
and cover a lot of the world
in roses
on Valentine's Day,
I do speak for.
Everyday I think
why in the world
do I have to think of you
you only bring me pain
but it seems that everything
revolves around
your every being...
just a small
shard that I find
of gold
I smile for eternity
imprinting the moment
forever
and throughout
the days in which
I cannot see your face
I suffer what
you cannot imagine.
My mind is bleak
my mind craves only
for your face
and when I see you
in my mind,
I feel warm and
write a sweet poem to help
me cope with my pain.
Even though you
wrench out my heart
in a way that is most powerful,
I could fall
on my knees
and surrender
with just one sweet look
you spend on me.
I'll do anything you
say
because you are too
powerful
for me to fall away from,
I can't believe that
I never knew
what it felt like
to fall in love...
but I still have yet to
learn.
My parents
tell me everything as
if I know nothing
of the art...
may be it's true,
may be it's not,
but I just have to have
a life of my own,
I cannot expose these secrets
to anyone
but myself
and you...
how do I live on
feeling that stiffness
in my heart,
wanting to tell you
so bad my days
in which
you are the most
sweetest person
i've ever met
and that no one else
could change my mind.
It's only you and me
and the world
that we can discover
together...
memories to create
with each other.
How is it no one understands
how I feel,
and what I am going through,
I can't fall away
and smile
as if I am someone
who claims love
to be something
of a nature that
is only happiness.
I need you to
understand me
and tell me that I am right,
that you'll help
me get rid of this
stiff feeling...
I'm suffering
my heart tears
day to day
my tears can
bathe you in an ocean
for eternity.
That is why I reach out to you
and I wish out with all of my might,
all of the energy I have
inside of me,
because
if you open
your heart out to me,
I know that you
will understand me...
