I am forever suffocated by this pain
You tell me to talk about things
But whose there to talk to?
You tell me to write down what I'm feeling
You tell me it'll help
But what I write isn't meant to be seen
For if you knew the truth it would tear you apart
So if no ones going to see it hows it going to help?
You tell me to see a councellor
They won't understand
No one will ever understand
No matter how hard you try my brain will still remain a mystery
A mystery impossible to solve
I don't want those stupid anti-depressants
I don't need help
All I need
All I want is you
You tell me to get help
But in reality all I need is you
You push me away
You say you want what's best for me
You tell me it's cause you love me
If you loved me you would stop and hold me in your arms
Just like the old days
and you'd listen
I'm not letting go
But I need you
