Uninvited

I guess I'm the one people will make fun of this year
For not being popular
For not being a happy stuck up cheerleader

I guess I'll be the one who gets laughed at when someone pushes me or throws me down
I start to cry and the embarrassment you can't see in my eyes
My tears cover it up, but they still know its there

They keep asking sarcastically "SO uh are u gonna be there"
I try to push them away
To get them out of my worthless face
But they just keep coming back bring back the tears the sadness slides back into place

The night of the party while all the girls are with their boyfriend doing whatever they do
I'll start to get the rope ready
I'm going to hang myself in the backyard
No not mine
Just the guy of my dreams
He picks on me too
But I could care less because he fools me so well

Its uninvited invitation
To a suicide wish
Everyone will be having a time so swell
But when they see me dead
They'll know they made things worse a living hell