You treat me like a little girl
Never allowed to experience the good things in this world
Only the bad
You don't know the stuff I've been through
But you still protect me
I've seen and done more than you could ever imagine
You buy me all these colourful clothes
I act like I love them
When in reality all I want is black
I need to reflect how I am feeling
Maybe then someone will notice the pain I feel
You keep me locked behind closed doors
Only seeing sunlight through the window
This is killing me
You haven't seen the scars I leave
Maybe if I had some real friends they wouldn't be there
Then again maybe they would
I know I'm your only daughter
But I'm not your little girl anymore
I can see the hate you have towards what I've become
I understand cause I hate myself too
I'm sorry for who I am
But I'm not changing anything
You can learn to love me for me
And you better learn quickly because I want my suicide
You keep me locked up forever I'll set myself free
Forever
