Ill try......

I know Ive been stupid,
And been an idiot in the past.
I know I said Id stop and didn't,
But this time my promise will last.

I apologize for all Ive done,
But Ill try and give it up now.
Ill try harder than I ever have,
Ill stop all this somehow!

I didn't realize before,
That I not only hurt me, but you.
I'm so sorry Ive done all this stuff,
But I couldn't see another way through.

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry,
For everything Ive done.
But I'm going to be strong in life now,
Face my problems, not run!

Now I shall be brave,
And fight my troubles another way.
This time a way that hurts no one,
But keeps my worries at bay!

Once again I'm sorry,
For the pain I have felt and been giving.
I'm sorry I tried to end my life,
I'm sorry I tried to stop living.

So don't be mad for too long,
I'm trying to give up for good this time.
But now I shall end this poem,
Cause Ive run out of things to rhyme!

This is for a really good friend. I will try my hardest this time to stop self harming, I really will. I just have a bad feeling it might not work...