I ran from you

When you just to yell at me
i was scared
you raised your hand
and i thought you were going to
hit me real hard
and i ran
from you
and from you voice

as i grew older
i began to defend myself
you didn't appreciate that
but i didn't appreciate you neither

and sometimes now
you say shocking things
things that make me cry
but you don't see that
you just go ahead and hurt me

Aren't you suppose to be
the person
that i can rely on
and sit on your lap
when i was little?

one day
i will say
enough!
and i will show you want you've done
and trust me
you WILL be sorry

My never-loving dad