NOTHING FROM YOU

You said you never wanted to hurt me
but you're the reason for all my tears
honey, I'm not crying because I'm happy
I'm upset because you played on my fears.

I hate you for making me love you
but I love myself even more
& because of this self-love I have
I'm shutting this already closed door.

It takes too much effort to maintain us
how can I play the role of two
it's impossible to do it on my own,
I never got much help with "us" from you!!