No reason to live

It's too late for anyone to save me
I've sunk to far down
Away from the happiness
Away from the sun
Away from everything i used to know

My days are different now than they used to be
I no longer wake up with a smile
It has now been replaced with a frown
I've truly forgotten what’s it's like to be me

I wonder what it's like to go through just one day
Without having to carry the weight of sadness around
To be able to smile and laugh, to feel normal
To feel important, to have a purpose
All I ask for god, it to feel like this for just one day...

I wonder what it's like to want to wake up
To want to get ready and to go places
To not have to hide things from the people around you
And to feel like you belong...

I feel as if I'm missing these things in life
How long will I have to live in the dark before I see the sun again?
Will I ever see the sun again, or is this the new me..?