I watched him
Every second of the day I did
He loved her so much
I never saw why
I envied her
It wasn't fair
I could've made him happy
I would never have made him sad
I wanted to scream inside
As I watched their love
I was so jealous
I couldn't take it
I followed her home that night
I saw where she slept
I didn't know that the things I were going to do were so bad
I couldn't take their love
I was hysterically mad
As she was sleeping
Quietly I walked in
Mad and confused
I wasn't sure what I was going to do
I just wanted to hurt her
Just make her cry
But she wouldn't stop screaming
A police car was going by
I wanted to shut her up, and quick
I grabbed her alarm clock next to her
I pulled it out of the wall
I kept hitting
Hitting and hitting her in the head
Before I noticed what I was doing she was dead
Laying on her bed
As blood surrounded me
I knew she was dead
She didn't make a sound
I slept there
I slept by her body, covered in blood
I was going to hate myself forever for what I have done
