My Secrets...

I'm like a broken puzzle,
Each piece unlocks a year.
I find the piece, but then they're gone,
I'm left in utter-less fear.

No one understands,
The things that I may say.
No one understands,
That I'm lost in disarray.

No one knows the difference,
That I'm "me," but not "me."
Beneath is hidden in shadows,
Only the outside is what you see.

I keep to myself,
My thoughts, my dreams,
The things that cause my pain.
Upon my face tears drop silently,
And fall like clouds of rain.

You'll never know my secrets,
That run inside my head.
The repeating images I see each night,
As I cry alone in bed.

You'll never understand my story,
Or why I feel this way.
I'm fine, I'm me,
Just leave it be,
Tomorrow's another day.