Irresisting

*(i wrote this a LONG time ago ( Gina)

When i look in to your eyes
and see your face
i think about our past
and how you made me weak

i thought we would be good together, but we weren't
and i sunk real deep
just falling

I hope i don't fall to far
I hope i hit the bottom soon
I don't want to love you forever
so i wait for the dead moon

everyday your face haunts me
questions my love , leans in then pulls away i can't help That i feel this way

whenever you flirt with me
you just give me false hope
that we'd get together again
but it's to late i don't want you

I want to know the truth
why you left me that day
i want to know what happened
and why you lied to me

you act differently towards
me now, but i don't know why
you said you wanted to be close
like best friends or something

But how can that work
if you wont even talk to me
you just pass right by
and wont even look at me

well thats what i see
i don't really care what
you think you wouldn't know
because your not me

i don't think that you
ever really knew me or
liked me in fact, maybe
you just used me, just like that

it doesn't matter now
I'm slowly recovering
covering up my guilt and
slowly getting rid of my pain

I'm throwing it all away
out of the window
and now I'm awaiting
a brand new day

maybe you did the right
thing, maybe your not good enough for me, I'm glad you did what you did because now I'm free

And I'm not coming back never again not to you, you got to be kidding me i know the truth
now i know what you really are

your a blood sucking poser
who wants to be a punk with
no respect for anyone except yourself you need to go to.......

i hope your happy now
with yourself it just proves to
everyone that you can't handle
a girl like myself

i know i may not
be as special as others or
special to anyone
but at least I'm true to myself

I know i can't hide the
way i feel about you
i can never let you go
because i still love you

someday i just hope
that you'll see,
right now I'm telling
the truth

maybe someday I'll
find what I've been
missing but until then
i still find you irresiting