Why me

Why was i chosen
to play the role
of a girl who has to hold it back
and make everything seem easier than a simple hole

why me
why not her
what did i do
to have the weight of the world
on my shoulders

why did i have to be the one
who goes through this pain
and still have to pretend that my life only has just a sun
while my world is covered in rain

why was it me
that have to get treated bad
i have to make it seem so easy
while i get so mad

why is it
that it seems harder on me
when i go through hard times
and all everthing ever is is just so confusing

what ever happened
to fairytales
with happy endings
and everyone seems to care

why not with me
why do i seem so alone
when i ask for help
no one seems to pick up the phone

why me
and why does it hurt
why cant it just be easy
instead of being thrown in the dirt