Why

Silly illusion
Unwanted scars
Lost in confusion
Without any stars

Shivering cold
She lays awake
Forever sold
My soul she takes

Why do I do this still
My bodies no longer mine
With this weapon I kill
All the good thoughts in my mind

Why can\'t I stop
And kill my pain
Why must I watch my body drop
Wishing I was Sane

Unhealthy ways
I\'m sorry
I hurt myself today
I don\'t know what to say...