Never Intended To Keep

You hurt me and stabbed me
You tore me apart
You killed me and lied to me
You broke my heart

You made promises
You knew you couldn't keep
You promised you loved me
Completely true and deep

You promised you'd never hurt me
And this promise you also broke
I feel unwanted
I'm going to choke

I'm shivering with terror
Being quiet as can be
I can't believe I fell for someone
Who wasn't there to catch me

Never in my wildest dreams did I think
I'd meet someone like you
Someone to break my soul
And kill my smile too

I know you don't care
Just go home
I know you want
To leave me here alone

Leave me on the sidewalk
Excessively I bleed
I'm sprawled across the ground
Who cares what I need?

If I could
I'd be safe in my bed
But I WANT to die
I have so much to dread

I want to call to God
And ask Him for His help
But I can't even speak
Let alone yelp

Why should I call to God?
He's never helped me before
That's why on my heart
I have a deadbolt door

No one can climb
The walls I build
I couldn't control what happened
And everything that will

So just go away
Go pretty far
It's your turn to accept
Things the way they are

I'm going to stay here
Bleeding on the ground
Someone could've saved me
But it's too late now

I'm drifting away
I'm nearing the end
This is the only way
I'll never hurt again

You killed me and lied to me
You broke my heart
You hurt me and stabbed me
You tore me apart

You promised you loved me
Completely true and deep
You made me promises
You never intended to keep

*Dedicated to: Michael "Chris" Combs*