Maybe (Insecure)

Why hasn't he spoken to me?
Why hasn't he called?
Maybe he's still asleep
Maybe he hasn't had the time
But he always makes time
No matter what he always has time for me
Is today something different?
Is it the day things will change?
He says he loves me
Can feelings change in 12 hours?
Or maybe it's been happening for a week
Maybe us being apart has made him think
I know I'm not good enough for him
Could he have finally realised that?
Has he met someone better?
More up to his standards
Am I to him just another memory?
A memory that will eventually fade away
Are we over?
Are we finished?
He said forever
And our relationship would never end
He promised that we were in love
He promised we were secure
I believed him
I trusted him enough to put my life in his hands
I sacrifised things I would never have imagined for him
Are we finished or is thing the insecure me?
Maybe he's just busy
Or maybe he's trying to figure out stuff before he calls
If this is the end I'm not letting go
I'm not leaving without a fight
Cause if this is the end of us
It's the end of my life
He's the one I live for
It's him I'm staying for
He's my one and only
He's my love, my life, my everything

**I'm sorry, my last few poems have been pretty bad but please comment and rate anyways, it would mean so much to me!!**