Life Saver

Laying alone again
When will someone pretend to care?
You call me depressed
Ok, I agreed, I can see the symptoms
I never want to do anything anymore
I try to avoid getting close to people
A razor my best friend
I don't want it anymore
But it's addictive
It held my hand through the tough times
and smiled with me too
It's touch calms me unlike any other
I used to think it was the only thing I needed
But I figured differently
It saved my life so many times
Yet drew me close to death too
It scared some away
Brought some fear
You should thank it
It's pulled me through so many nights I longed to let go
It's stopped so many tears
You tried to take it from me
Tried but failed
I kept it close
You may think "what a freak, look at her arms!"
So what?
I have a part of my best friend where ever I go
Yeah, I agree they're ugly
But they kept me breathing
It was there when no one else gave a stuff
It'll always be there
My best friend
My life saver