Denial Of Real Love

What else do I have to do
To tell myself, I do not love you
What else I should feel
To tell myself this is not real

I don\'t know how
To tell you it\'s like \"wow\"
You were the guy
That passes by
Each time I think
I start to blink
My heart beats fast
I don\'t know when it will last

I am afraid to let you know
These feelings I cannot show
Then let me think about now
How to stop my heart somehow

_I wrote this last August 17, 2004 Tuesday (here in the Philippines) that was 11:25pm that was the time when I was so \"WIN-DANG\" this these feelings I had... Gosh, and finally ha ha I got over him now_

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