Letting Go

Nights alone were so tough
I found you
and things weren't so rough.

Life itself was so hard to live.
You eased the pain
made living easier

but that didn't last long,
just a while,
then you and I lost our smile.

What really happend?
Was it all a lie?
I think of it all,
and I begin to cry.

Letting go of you
shouldn't be so hard.
I know It was all fake with you,
but at least I had something
someone to live for.
Now I'm alone,
without a reason.

I was falling
until you reached for my hand,
you taught me so much
even through your lies.
Through the hurt,
I know now It couldn't work
that It wouldn't work
but I held on to the thought.
I wanted to want you so bad.
But although I have nothing now
I have learned so much,
and now letting go
is so much easier.

I wanted to love you
because your the one that saved me, I wanted to like you,
but I don't like you at all.
Your cold stare hurts me now,
I can't even look at you
I can't be around you
without feeling the pain.

You made it so easy
to let you go,
by showing me your lies
showing me it was fake
with you I had nothing,
yet I had everything...
and now I have nothing...
but somehow I have something.
Something In knowing,
what we had was so beautiful
If only it were real...

But thank you,
for making letting go
so easy,
you made it so easy
to forget your smile,
to forget the memories.

You made it so easy
to let go of the thought
of one last kiss.
So easy to let go,
so easy to let go of you.