My isolated mind i can barely even think
reach and catch me please before i sink
sweet words of misery compiled by emotion
my heart cries out in vein with compassion
an oppression of hate running wild i never smile
finally meet you adrenaline stacked like tile
building inside me a rush of euphoria released
i don't want to escape i would rather be deceased
infected with the grueling lies of this woman
blinded by most thinking of u has my heart swollen
wise words being said your tales fascinate
they bring mixed emotions of love and hate
so utterly confused not knowing where to dwell
rather spend my life with you or send me to hell
don't ask about my past it was all bad
kept under pressure I'm so sick of being mad
stressed, all these schemes have me smoking nicotine
addicted never-the-less i want u more like a feen
hope you can see the inner me without my shell
I'm hopeless inside to scared to show or tell
silently typing away thinking if I'm insane
here contemplating death I can barely maintain
what else to do God help me before it's to late
struggles i perceive i can no longer wait...
