I have to wipe away my tears
and I have to fight off my fears
no matter how hard I try, I fall
and I try to open my door but I'm crushed within these walls
I have noone to hold me tight
and I'm alone when I lay down at night
I do things alone, and it will always be that way
but it's not like I plan this day by day
It's like "Sh!t on me" and I'm afraid...
my sense of happiness, gone, and my colors are starting to fade
I want to open my mouth and mumble "help"
yet, I don't want to hurt you with what I've done to myself
I have to wipe away my own tears..
and I have to fight off my own fears..
