What Just Happened?

I dunno what just happened,
but i liked it.
i know what just happened was wrong,
but i don't care.
i know what just happened can ruin me,
but i wish i had more time.
i honestly can't believe that just happened,
why always to me?
i like him, this is true,
but his girl most definitely does too.
he made the first move,
not i.
i know I've been in this predicament before,
but i still find it a shock.
why do guys cheat on their girls,
and why do some come to me?
am i really that sl****sh,
or just easy to read?
this makes two, two to many,
but i really like him, i do!
oh man! this always happens to me
d***, i hate how this always happens to me.