If I Could

If I could smile without a tear
You should know I’d do it for you
To only wish that you were here
Would finally make my smile be true

If I could take back the words that we said
I would hide them under the carpet
Or even in the back of my mind
As long as we lost it

If I could make you understand
I’d spend forever talking
To make you agree what my command
If it meant that you would stop walking

If I could shut the door in your face
I would hate you if I knew how
To lock the door just in case
And promise to forget you now

If I could say what I feel
I’d spill my heart
To find out what’s real
And what ripped us apart

If I could look you in the eye
Without feeling that pain
To hear you say sorry for those times you lied
When I cried in the rain

If I could hear your voice on the other end of the line
I’d spend my last cent
To hear your voice tell me it’ll be fine…
I’d spill my heart for you then