My past

by »«¤ß詤»«   Jan 15, 2005


Why do i let my past hold me back?
let is consume my whole life's track?

why do i keep my past so hidden?
and make everything feel so forbidden?

why is it forever stuck in my mind?
a new beginning is all i want to find

spinning around in a spiral of existence
waiting for a time when this mess will make some sense

haven't i suffered enough being haunted?
i never thought possible i could be this taunted

am i forever stuck in my past?
each day doomed to get worse than the last?

not letting go holds a lot of pain
everything stops as i drift to insane

so many memories that seem so wrong
irreplaceable times that keep me strong

so much hope and little trust
but not giving up is a must

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  • 19 years ago

    by Robert

    You painted a pretty hazy picture of your past I don't know wheather i should ponder on your suffering or give you prozax. Like I said it seemed really hazy and no real mental picture in you mind you left your reader. Take a look at turn around and set free. both have a very clear picture of what I want to say to the reader tell me what you think keep it up you will get there.
    Robert

  • 19 years ago

    by polly

    great poem. and i can really relate. and very intersting structure, i really liked it. and i can put myself exactly into the poem. so you are not alone. i keep telling myself itsa deffence mechanism or something, pretending. but the past sometimes always stays with us.
    take care, and keep writing, amy help keep your chin up.
    polly
    xxxx

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