Choosing?

Why did this happen?
What did i do?
I love you very much
But i love him too

I cant believe i feel this
For two guys this time
I'm so very confused
Thats why I'm writing this rhyme

Who will win
This everlasting debate?
Why am I choosing?
I'll just sit here and wait

I feel so far
From where i began.
Who will be the one,
Holding my hand?