I try to let go

Every time i try to let go
I'm in the moment
but then its gone
I'm not even left with a scent

i try to get rid of all my problems
release them from my soul
why wont it ever work
why cant i be whole

i want to give it up
i want to be free
what is holding me back?
why are these chains still on me

why am i still in this dark room
i thought i saw light
or was i just fooled
why am i not right

let me step in the light
where i can see
and there wont be dark nights
i will be free

i try to let go
but what is the problem
i already said no
so when will it end