Pain Wthin ©

In the pain within
I feel I can't survive

You have left me so many times
but this one sticks out for sure

The dark december sky
was sure to be feared

the butterflies in my stomach
ached deep inside

I know it would happen
to lose the one I love

the one who looked me in the eye
and tried to help me cope

but that day you left me
all alone in my room
with the blazing angel

the angel is a friend
so close in my hand

although it does not speak to me
it surely helps to mend

it scars the emotional pain
that was left here for years

and I never said a word
until Iknew the end was near

so I let out my pain
and wrote a goodbye note

and wished you all hope
as I choked in the middle of the night

~I know this wasnt the best but I was really upset any suggestions be sure to leave some! thanks~