So-Called Friend

Are you really my friend?
I'm so tired of putting up with this crap.
Am I the one who should be blamed?
Maybe after dealing with all of this I'm really the sap.

You ask for something. I give.
I ask for something. You refuse.
It makes me wonder why I live.
As you continue to accuse.

Whatever happened to...
I'll always be there for you....
Or If there's anything you need I'll be sure to do.
Let me guess, "Let's start anew."

I'm tired of all the disrespect.
I'm tired of all the blame.
But the last time I checked.
To you it all seems to just be some game.

You hurt my feelings.
You hurt me deep.
Treating my emotions like a bunch of orange peelings.
And somehow I sit here as my blood continues to seep.

One day I hope you learn.
The one person that's supposed to tell me no lies.
How this feels like more than just a burn.
Guess what everything inside of me dies.

When you decide that you can finally see.
Then you can do whatever and call me.