I'm lying here in my bed tonight,
wondering why you would tell me such a horrible thing.
that you hurt yourself for me,
over christmas break
you have no clue how much it hurt to hear you say that
you tell me that it hurts you when you see the marks on my arms.
you tell me i lye to you by not telling you that i still do it.
i told you if you don't ask i don't tell,
okay i lied to you about stoping,
but you stoped asking me to tell you things.
your now exactly my first love,
but you are my new love
and i have told you that i want to be with you forever until we move apart,
when you tell me that i hurt you when i hurt myself,
i say why do you care you told me so many thing that aren't true.
you never "truly" loved me,
I ask you why you would mark yourself for a cutter who doesn't care.
you have so many people hwo care for you but now i don't have any.
my best friend ran away,
she was the only person keeping me from killing myself
but now she's gone what am i supposed to do,
the only person who cared about me is gone.
her ex boyfriend got her into drugs and that's why she ran away.
i f**kin hat him and i wish for him to die.
You were the only person there when she was gone,
then you all of a sudden stoped caring.
I love you deeply i love you so much but why do u hurt me and
is this true love?
