Just your way of saying you love me?

As you raise your fist, And put it to my face,
I know I won’t see my next birthday,
As I had to be ‘put in my place’
My eyes will swell, and face will bruise
Tears will seep through my swollen lids
But I will never stop loving you.
Hard as it may be
I will get through another day
Just so I wont miss the moment
you can tell me you love me in another way.