Losing Me

by kristen 1833   Jan 16, 2005


This is what happens when love grows cold
You're starting to wear me out
I'm sick of suspicion, it's growing old
I'm sick of that hanging doubt

You're treating me as if I'm just a friend
When you know I'm so much more
What's the use of holding back?
It's not what I'm in this for

You crept around, you had your fun
Pathetically, I let you back in
Those first 9 months were all a joke
I think I let you win

OK, you have your moments
And yes, I know your love
But sometimes I get that same old suspicion
I'm not the one you're thinking of

It's starting to get routine now
Don't get me wrong, I still love you
But maybe it's time I had some fun
Don't worry I'm still being true

You remember that difference between love & lust?
Well hey, it's hitting me too
I just need that little change
Then I'll come right back to you

You can call it hormones
Me? I call it lust
I believed all the lies you fed to me
Now it's my turn to play with trust

Secret flirting and rush of blood
Not the love, just the romance
I'm longing for sweet things you never showed me
And I want to feel eye's second glance

You only have one life to live
You're young such short a time
We have an eternity to be together
And you know in the end you'll stay mine

So why don't we just cool it off
And take a little break
We'll see if we were made for each other
I know it won't be a mistake

We'll stay a little more than friends
and in the end we'll be together
We'll have our run and have our fun
And our love will grow stronger than ever

So why not get it over with now?
Before we break each other's hearts
Ignite the flame that we once had
And take us back to the start..

*Please vote/comment.. Haven't wrote in a while and I'm trying to get back into it.. Check out my other poems..*

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