Too scared to let you know my true feelings for you

I know this might sound silly
You probably hear this all the time
I have really strong feelings for you
and I don't know what to do

Should I let you know or let it rest
I know I don't have the guts to let you know
But I know deep in my heart, I want you to know

I would love to tell you
The moment you walk in to the room
My eyes light up, my heart starts pounding
I get butterflies, I get sweaty palms I become so nervous
when you come over and I have to think of something to say
which doesn't make me sound so stupid or make me cringe

I stopped going places you went, hoping these feelings would go away
But every time I see you, they come back stronger
Your sparkling blue eyes stand out for miles
The moment I look at them I just go weak and my heart begins to melt

I don't know what to do, if I let you know my true feelings for you,
You might decide you don't want to be mates no more
and to be honest with you, I value your friendship alot more
I would rather have you as a friend, then nothing at all

What is really strange is, everyone else can see,
Everyone can tell exactly what I feel for you
Maybe you do know, you just don't want to face it
You know I wont bring it up, I'm too shy

When your drunk, you flirt
You tell our mates you do like me and you want to make a move
You even say it the following day, when your not drunk

I know I've said in the past that I don't want anything to happen when were dunk,
and I do stand by that, I want it to happen for the right reasons only
Cos I like you and you like me

Ever since I mention Brian, you sound like you don't wanna know
And thats when you started telling people you like me
But why does it have to take this to make you realise
Just cos I like someone else as well as you
Doesn't mean I like you less

Last time we went out, I wasn't drunk and neither was you
I did flirt not as bad as I am when I'm drunk but you don't let on
You really confuse me, I always feel like I'm going to get hurt
Maybe thats another reason why I wont make the first move

I don't know what to do, I really don't,
I know I've never felt this way before ....... I think I have fallen for you and I don't know what to do

Any comments I would really appreciate, I wrote this from the heart and I really don't know what to do about my feelings for one of my mates