Why do you do this?

You make my self-esteem so low,
Why you're doing this I don't know.
I try to find my luck elsewhere,
log on the Net and they are there.
My self-esteem goes up for now,
to make it last I don't know how.

Cause what I really want to know,
is why would you just let me go.
Can't get the question off my head,
Still thinking of the words you said.
The little words so filled with love,
they took me to the sky above.

I guess that words was all it was,
and that you told them just because.
But inside me it starts to grow,
the seed you planted long ago.
You shouldn't say the things you said,
that's why I lie and cry in bed.

I wish that one day you'd be mine,
that you would give me that one sign.
I guess 'til then we'll just be friends,
and hope that nothing ever ends.
Without you life is not worthwile,
and suicide is not my style.