I'm beautiful

I'm scared
I'm lonely
I fear I'll forever
walk this life alone.

I'm cold
I have no place to go.
I spend day and night
feeling lower then low.

I'm miserable,
Oh so sad...
because I'm always wanting
what I just can't have.

I'm envious,
my feelings are so hurt,
because the way you look at her,
makes me feel like dirt.

I'm ashamed,
I have so many regrets.
I regret more then anything
wanting you so bad.

I'm so lonely,
you've made me this way
I want you to want me
but I really have no say.

I'm so beautiful,
but no one can see,
because nobody ever
gets to know the real me!