You are the first I hate
I hate with all my heart
I thought you were a true friend
When I met you at the start
I listened to all your problems
I helped you when you were low
Despite all I did you still got angry and let blow
What you did say to me was the worst I have ever herd
You convinced me I was bad
I did not eat for days
The anger I felt through me into rage
After all I'd done for you
Again you made me believe
That I'd let you down
I'd been a bad girl
and said I'd hurt you
What I see now is that you were wrong
I hope I never see you again
I hope your long gone
All I ever did was try to make you happy
and all I got back was you acting stroppy
You'd tell me you loved me right after you teased me
I never got it
But with the help of a true friend I have now been set free
Do not pull me into your guilt trip again
I see you were a very abusive friend
You made me believe things about me that were untrue
And then were never there for me when my own world fell through
I was expected to listen and take on all your shit
But you were trapping me in your hole
This was no average pit It was deep and dark
Just like your heart
I thought you were true
A friend till the end
But all I got was the emptiness you wanted me to hold for you
But I realise now you were never true
a real friend would never make me feel so blue
With the help of my best friend
I am now pulling through
One day I hope to forgive you
But only so I’m not filled with hate and so I can move on
before It gets to late
Because I know our friendship
It never did belong
Now all I pray is that you hurt no other the way you did me
And I hope eventually you can live with love, truth and that one-day you will be set free
