Is god gonna punish me?

Is god gonna punish me for the mistakes i made?
is god gonna forgive me for the wrong things i said?
is god gonna take me in
when i have no place to go?
is he gonna accept the fact that
i am thinking so low?

what is he gonna think of me
when i come face to face?
is gonna judge me for who i am or for my race?

is god gonna punish me
or wrap me in lace?

or send me the other way
and let my body decapitate?
will i become the devils bait?
then become the devils saint?

will..god..punish..me??